. Haus Labs had 30% off for their two year anniversary with free shipping and a FREE LIPGLOSS so I treated myself to a lip stain and an eyeshadow quad and they arrived and they are DIVINE. from the matte black ombre packaging to the product themselves I knew they would be. It’s Lady Gaga. Of course it is.
. I tried. I always try. But I might need a break cause I never come off feeling heard or loved.
. how do you be in relationship with someone that you love loves but you don’t trust at all.
. my entire apartment smells like tea tree because I have a fruit fly issue and I saw Starr say that they can live in your drains and to put vinegar, tea tree, and baking soda in your drain and then pout a kettle of boiling water on it. I did the kitchen and bath sink and the tub and I hope it works cause those fuckers make me mental but I love a good home remedy and I wish i had that kind of knowledge. I am always fascinated by it.
. My S.O. held my soul on ft last night, then Snarls stopped by and Effy this morning let me talk and if I am nothing else I am someone who has incredibly loving friendships. I have always been that way and my loyalty to my loves is unwavering. hashtag blessed.
. also because i got my feelings hurt a few weeks ago I have had zero capacity for my house and now it is gonna take me a full day to dig it out. My usual cleaning plan is I do something daily that takes 15 mins to 1/2 hr and since I have very little stuff there is ease there. But my bathroom needs doing and I haven’t swept in over a week and all my clean laundry is still sitting in my laundry bag and my floors need washing and that is what depression does. It leaves just enough bandwidth to be brilliant at my work and the rest is spent laying on the couch watching comfort shows til 2 am feeding my feelings.
. having said that I bought a 9 dollar scrubber with a handle that I saw on #cleantok because my fucked up knee does not like me kneeling to wash the tub and I am super excited to try it.
. purged some bowls and dishes that didn’t need purging and dropped them off at the thrift and it made me feel like i did something good for myself.
. Is it time to build myself a little bar again? i am a child of the cocktail generation and depending on covid maybe i will have people over this fall. hmmmm
. Obsessed with Gerald the silverback gorilla on Tony Bakers voice overs.
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