1.I am at the point in my purge/apartment reclamation that I hate everything. This is important to note and i have added it as a section to the PURGE tour notes. When I get to the final bit and find myself searching storage solutions and things feel nostalgic and the sentimentality is like A DRUG and the remaining piles sit there like they HAVE ALWAYS DONE and then the frustration that turns to rage that turns to paralysis it means I am close. To completion. If I am looking for storage then I don’t need any of this. If its nostalgia I need to feel it. It’s STUFF but the story of stuff consumes a large part of all our lives. I think I may have the solution.
2. I am obsessed with everything Beth Dutton and if you have not watched Yellowstone do so immediately. Her clothes, her fire, her romance with Rip. OBSESSED. The Witches of EaVa all watched it together from our respective apartments and I can’t even describe how I looked forward to these hours every night where we would hit play at the same time and discuss by text the entire time.
3. I have to move FBT. I made a decision out of fear of being FB banned when I chose IG and it’s not user friendly for this many people. Course correct time.
4. Maybe if we were a society that believed women and if men were held accountable for harm then women would come forward sooner because the narrative i am hearing around “why did she wait so long to say something” (that happens EVERY FUCKING TIME) is gonna make my head explode.
5. I am not a minimalist. PURGE is not about that. Or about organizing.
6. I love bowls.
7. Are the days getting longer or is just me?
8. “It’s hard to measure almost because almost doesn’t matter”. That is a line from Rip on Yellowstone and it keeps going around and around in my head but I have yet to decipher this secret message.
9. Where the fuck did January go. That Guy’s shenanigans sent me into a tailspin and I can not afford - literally or metaphorically - to be spun by the tail. Fuck it. I am UNAVAILABLE. I choose me.
10. I turned my wee dining area into my work space. I needed room for LolaVIsion and it’s nice to separate them even a tiny bit. I don’t own a dining table so this space was empty and I ordered shelves from Ikea that are being delivered on Friday because I don’t want to go to public places right now. I am excited about setting it all up.
ok. Maybe I DON’T hate EVERYTHING.