. had a massage this morning and when she asks what hurts I said everything. But mostly my nervous system. So she worked on that. Came home and cried. it is always a release.
. I am still so mad about the level of hyper vigilance I need for doctors. why don’t they give a shit?
. I think I need to write the dating after 45 guide.
. sex, love and rock ‘n roll.
. so grateful my supplements arrived. My ankles and knees are beginning to move again withou excrutiating pain.
. i need groceries.
. I need to check the calendar for something to look forward to. My mom always said there is always something cause this doctor shit has me in a rut of despair I am having trouble shaking.
. roast beast?
. by myself is my dream